94lbs.. :/ I was 98 yesterday. I hate this!! :/ #neverendingbattle #thinkthick #skinnygirlproblems #cysters #pcos #underwieght #ifeelsick #allthetime #stoptellingmeimskinny !! #skinnynotbychoice ” #iwishihadyourproblem ” #beeneatinggood #stillnoimprovemnet #keeploosingweight :/ this is really hard to get a handle on. I can’t keep silent about how much it bothers me.. Not from insecurity but for my health. I don’t bombard others with illnesses as to why they are unhealthy and try to compliment them because it’s what I strive for.. When they are striving for what I look like in return. Please think before you compliment someone. Just because you may want what they have doesn’t mean it doesn’t come at a price. I eat, and at times I can eat more then most. But some days I’m either going going going or have no time to eat. This one day can have a dramatic change on my body both psychically, mentally, and everyday In between. I do over work myself but it’s the life I was felt and I’ve been pushing myself to make the best of why I have and think I’ve done pretty well this far but still want to prove more! Every doctor I see has done nothing to ell but refer me to an obyn.. Which does nothing for me. But I’m getting I the point that I am scare my body will deteriorate or shut down. After getting sick last night for the first time about a year (which I assume is stress and lack of sleep due to crazy work, college and home hours as well as my anxiety) I still want to make changes in my life for the better but I have concluded that I need support by my side, encouragement.. Not compliments on how tiny I am, or come to your house to get fat or you wish you had my problem.. I’ve heard them all: from friends, family to even strangers that just see me in public.